/ Saturday, April 30, 2005
hahaz, i love ya, muhahaha you all dunno who i know can le~ :P
monday going Sentosa yay~ suntan~
just now you touched me worz~ hahah hand so warm~ hahha so nice to hold :P too bad was praying then can hold :X hahaha touched me when i moved forward haha, i showed my boxers out sia :X hahaz show to the girls >.<>.< cham~
haha... me so happy :P haha too bad didn't catch your number :P i just forgot to copy :P hahha you got the timesolt for 4am while i got 7.30am slot >.< to pray, hahha, Adrian gonna pound me if he knows who i'm talking about :X hahaha... i'm so tired now haha... but can't sleep~
anyways...
I'M JOKING ABOUT JAMES THINGY DUN ANYHOW SAY LE LA >.<
sobz i miss yew*____
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/ Thursday, April 28, 2005
tired ah~ sianz ah~ haiz ah~ hahaha ah~
i'm going to my godbrother's birthday~ now~ hahaha.... i'm going crazy now~
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haha okay okay, i finally gave up finding brandon's blogskin which he found for me, hehe, anyways, i changed my blogskin le, happy right?
haha i don't care la~
anywaysz i lost many linkies and i need you guys to help me by smsing or emailing my ya? hehe ^^" my email is hidden around this bloggie go find out :P
haha, there'll be no updates for for the past few days, nothing was done except dying in school and sleeping at home. DONE ___
downloaded a few songs, haha. good for me, got a few songsm good for me, Pacific Internet come distrubing me, BAD FOR ME.
where's my Thet One~i missh *you*
haha~
hehe, been seaching for *you* faster come to me lehz~
tired ._.bloggie later.
WILL UPDATE ONCE I GET HOME LATER.
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/ Saturday, April 23, 2005
erm, what is going with Blogspotie? or my bloggie? can't see my works and links :(
sigh, anyways HAPPY BELATED BURPDAY MOODY!
sigh, memories huants, i still cannot stop thinking about the past, hahah i wanna go sentosa to chill off and cool down... i hope to see sunset there too =\ sigh... i'll miss my old self, but i think it's time i should ask my dad if i should be baptised hahhaa today i saw many getting baptised..
I WAS SO JEALOUS!
haha, good for me if my grand mother allows me :P hehe, even if she does means my inheritence won't be much :X
haha, i wasn't at home yesterday... so sorry~
suntanning~ blading~ swimming~ which to choose? hehehe.... bleahz
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/ Thursday, April 21, 2005
Happy birthday LEISHER! hahaha thanks for all the memories you gave me in school :P hhaaha i'll never forget our frendship :D
hope you like your presents :) anyways, i'm very very tired now... i dunno what happened... but i'm very very tired.. i wish i can sleep til i'm full of energy
haha.... lame :X
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oh well, maybe i should turn back... hahaha... that might just let me rest with the past, or should i get someone not from my school so that we don't have to see each other so often.
and maybe then we'll have many things to talk about because both our classmates won't know who either of us are then there won't be any "i hate this *person*" gossip in school.
well, i'm fine with it anyways not that i grown tired of it, but i've been thinking about it for a long time... what if i really cannot get her as my gf?
i've been asked to bring her to church but her replies were too false, cannot, too far, too late, going somewhere else or going Malaysia.
hahaha, i don't take it seriously anymore, i'm going to pray and wait for the right person for me to come, hahaha.
mylifejustgottenbetterbeforeyouleftmebutnowitsmorehurtful
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well, thing aren't really well frist thing... Abigail found someone better :) good for her, and that means i'm back to who i am. SINGLE ._. hahha. nevermind, it takes times to find a soulmate :) i hope her new boyfriend will treasure her more then i did ._.
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/ Wednesday, April 20, 2005
okies, everyone is back to normal, i'm back as a FRIEND to them and if there's anything i dun like about them i'll jsut have to tell them :X hahah
anyways dear, i know something is wrong, i know 'she' don't like me, and 'someone' like you, and something is going on, and i'm the "last" one to know anyways, if there's anything wrong you can always come to me... just tell me the word... and you'll be forgiven... if you are willing to... i won't stop you...
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/ Tuesday, April 19, 2005
THOMAS YOU KNOW WHAT? i given you a chance? for what? for you saying i'm a "dua Kang" why? u say me for what? now you dare to say I STARTED IT FRIST?! WOW. WHY I SCOLD YOU ONLINE? BECAUSE I ONLY CAN VENT IT ONLINE, PLUS I HAVE FREEDOM HERE!
Yi Long, i never done anything wrong to you, you just make me pissed off, u know why?
BECAUSE YOU TALK BEHIND MY BACK AS IF I CANNOT SEE, midn you i'm not blind
BoonEng, you tink i'm irritating like what Yi Long say? maybe if you have told me then i'll keep my mouth closed? ya so now.
i forgive you all, but will you all forgive me? i hope so... i really hate beinging hated too.
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ok losers, i got one thing to say, you guys hit me for you guys lost to me?!
one answer for you, you're going to pay, SERIOUSLY you all.
T(loser) hit me head and my jaw is now making cracking sound, you're doom.
YL(loser2) you idoit, i'm trying to bury the burden we have and you're doing this again? tough luck, make me then.
BoonEng (are you one of the loser?) I think not, you're a girl and mind your language, i know i can't control you okay, but please lor i'm just helping you. i have lots of rough girls but they turned gentle girls now, what about you? DO YOU STILL WANT YOUR MARRIGE OR NOT?!
to the others i don't care if you are the loser(s) or not, i'm not going to care i know some of them are spies to help me get out of trouble, thankd for the smses but i'm not going to give a damn. i don't think it's a right thing to be a loser, hit and run? hahaha that's stupid. if you wanna hit me, ask me first. if i say NO then bug off unlike someone i know, like YL(loser2) asked me to go out? but in the end he hit me infront of my friends? and me friends were like, ididntseeanything face.
COME ON GUYS I KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON. I HAD THIS VERY NIGHTMARE WHEN I'M YOUNG AND SO YOU GUYS CAN'T TRICK ME.
T(LOSER), you're a fake! you can't see or hear things, you wanna try me? come lor. IF YOU DARE
YI LONG AKA TAKA, reminder, when u say "yao da le ma?" please say it on the phone don't gather as if i don't know what's going on.
BOON ENG, aviod me lor, i see how are you going to aviod me for the next few months.
Plus i can hear things telling and warning me about this, and if this happen agian, i'm going to be a "hum ji kia" and tell the section head. i'll see what can you do. i don't mind asking my dad to come down and settle this, you know i DO HAVE A PRETTY FACE TO TAKE CARE OF so i'll cry if my face is "blue black"
dear, i miss you~ hahaha ignore them i don't care le. if they wanna be like this i can't force them it's not my fault anymore :)
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/ Monday, April 18, 2005
you know what? it's all my fault... i shouldn't have BEEN so STRAIGHT FORWARD, maybe i should just "hint" them or even "joke" with them.. i'm not going to cared about them or anything anymore. call me names and so be it, idontgiveadamnaboutyou.
i'm sorry if i'm like someone you know or someone you think is me.
i'm not going to care. if i can brake my friendship with someone i can do it to anyone.
i'm very pissed off today, just don't make my day worste.
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/ Sunday, April 17, 2005
okays... i went out with my cousin just now.... went to watch horror movie... with him alone.... hahaha 'Creep'... super scary... i attually popped the tray of nachos with cheese onto my shirt.... sian 1/2 i was like... OMFG! i'm so pai seh lor.... i heard a few guys laughing at me ._."" hahaha but never mind... because the movie is quite scary... everyone she met or talked to died.... but she herself came out alive :P hahaha funniest part was that a business guy just came in to the station and saw her sitting with a dog she met(which strangely didn't die, even when we heard the cries of the dog)... GAVE her a penny!!! LOLZ!!!! i know she was dirty and smelly and all sort... but... okay... she droped her handbag in the sewers... and that's really creepy... wait till you see the "creepo" named Craig(i think is this spelling :"P)
hahaha scary...
I give this movie:
10 Axes(why axes? because it's horror movie, so axe is on the theme :P)
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/ Friday, April 15, 2005
okay, finally i got to the bottom of the "ignore me" thing, Leisher was accused by me for speaking ill of me behind my back, so i apologise for that, then strangely i still hate someone in class. that someone still gives the evil and dumb looks with a diamond earing as if he is a "fag" queen and when i arrvie to class it's like he's my small little prawn calling out my "names" (eg. The Pretty Face is Here!)
Lame ain't it? hahaha okies i today went to abi's house the second time :P hahahah this time i saw her Sister and her Boyfriend :P funny that both of them were playing Maple and Gitaur(dunno how to spell (--_")
hahaha i finally learn a skillful of piano-ing :P now i know a lil' of Tong Hua hahaha just the speech :P but not the music :P i must master it completely in order to prove that it's Musci that i have in my heart other then Abi :) dear, so happy today, i enjoyed today with you :) you made me forget "all" the unhappy moments in class today :)
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heh, i hate this. you regret knowing me tell me lor... i can go find other friends, who are better then you.... you only pretend to be friendly with me.... you always come with a hated smile.... ignore me lor better. if you think it's a good way. MIGHT AS WELL YOU TELL ME!
i hate you. tell me the truth, you ARE my FRIEND or not... i don't wanna drag my friendship with others with you. arsehole.
Thomas READ THIS, ----> you idoit, even if i have a girly face it's none of your paparazi's thing to do. arsehole, grab a life and stay of mine! i contorl myself to do my way, not you... i hate you and *you*!
think that keeping quiet will help resolve anger and hatre? go ahead then... don't say i never tell you.
WILL BLOG LATER AT NIGHT IF I'M ALIVE
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/ Thursday, April 14, 2005
sigh... this 2 days... cannot even go out with abi... sigh... today lesson sucks... sigh.... my life gotten worste again... Leisher kept quiet infornt of me but with the other hs is normal.... what have i done? i didn't speak of him in anyways... i just hated him when he is with a bunch of foul mouth peeps... i don't like them speaking bad of me... even if that's the past..
Mind you. i've changed so shut the hell up about my past!
I live my life NOT you, so you can't change me back unless i want to. so shut the hell up and get a LIFE! creepos only know how to ruin someone's day...
dear.. i miss you very much... i wished you don't have to work and can go out with me...
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/ Wednesday, April 13, 2005
i feel. empty. Leisher can you stop acting strange towards me? i wanna be your "god-brother" not your "hubby" or anything. i can see that you're treating me differrently also. so can you please stop that? thanks?
hahahah Watched Pacifier, damn nice, it's a must WATCH by me :P hahaha i tell you.
it's touching leh :P i almost cried, just bear with my tear :P
oh well, i miss those days. Thomas keep giving me the creeps, you know why? his evil stare and the way he looks at us seems to be like...
DARTH VADER looking at us from afar, who used to be cute, friendly and handsome Anikin Skywalker(hahhaa sori dunno how 2 type his name if wrong sorli)
hahaha, going to ailin house soon :P my dear have a blog le :P i love her more le :P hahahhahahaha bye
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/ Monday, April 11, 2005
it's a bad day. i admited something. something bad. i dunno if you guys know, but i'm not going to write out here to attrack them.
i always hates thomas for his bad and foul mouth, insults are his favourites.
weird things happened today, Nickolas talked to us, like wanna be our friends, as if he wants a new clique from us, but i don't think so.
i'm having a bad day.
i did bad things.
i never told abi that i dismiss early and went to watch movie, she thinks that i'm hiding from her something, but i never. all i did was i told her that i'll be home resting, and what o you know? i reached home and slept.
yes you are the one i found and i love
i never knew that things will go so badly.
i hope god has given me the right girl.
i feel sorry about today. i hope you can keep this to yourself, not tell anyone...
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/ Saturday, April 09, 2005
heh, damn sad todaym Abi didn't sleep well, and she failed her PCA test, i feel sad for her, sigh...
i wish i didn't join NDP at the first place, i'm regretting now... sigh...
i hate what Lin Hsu's "brother" say about me say my english bad? try doing a blog infornt of me then, idoitic "brother" of his, if you dare come out to me and we'll see who is better at English, you OR ME?! idoits i really hate em.
today for the first time, the G12 conference to me, is INTERESTING, hahhaha oh ya, i have to get 20 bucks from dad to pay off the meal, shirt for this comming sunday and 10 for the ticket... hahaha...
dear, you better go sleep, you know i told you to... don't over-do what you are doing, you're stressing more and more now... release all okies?
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/ Friday, April 08, 2005
heh, today super angry, that bloody EP teacher go Xia Lan again, he always shoot the same people, i hate HIM
Mr Chan, not that i dunwanna go for NDP, it's because i HAVE A CHURCH EVENT which i promise God to go, i can't fail not to attend.
hahahah sorry dear, i'm really tired, have to sleep, can't talk much...
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/ Wednesday, April 06, 2005
heh, reformated my computer, sigh, so sad... all my programes and MP3 are gone... sigh..
i got a Black Zen Micro yesterday too, with a new Disc reader too =\ hahaha, really funny, me and Abigail..
yesterday was our frist day going out as steads :P hahah damn cool and nice~ i love her forever, wanted to get Adrian's mp3 at AZTECH buliding, but keep forgetting...
okies, about today, i brought my mp3 to AiLin's house to play and wanted to transfer song, but too bad my MP3 needs more care so couldn't use her's hahaha...
went to bugis with the couple gang :P
hahaha many lightblub(s)
anyways, Abigail came to my house today and sleep on the sofa, hahaha i insisted that she sleep in the bedroom but she dunwan, hahaa then i give in le :P hehe, while she sleep i do stuff on my mp3 :)
hahaha i miss her le, sigh~
hahahah imagine this, yesterday we hold hands, today i put my hand on her shoulder, tomorrow we hug? the day after tomorrow we kiss? hahaha stupid me, love cannot be chased..
i love her not for her body or her looks, i love her for who she is, her heart is what i want, she is a beautiful girl with a beautiful soul she is something i always been waiting now... now she's almost mine, i love her~
heh, i didn't know that Zen Micro cannot really accept chinese.. hahaha i can only see about 30 plus chinese words that i have that are chinese songs, but what about the others? crap. Creative should make their MP3s have full chinese system, not just some words, it's EVERY WORD, hahahah..
I love Abigail~ really.
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/ Tuesday, April 05, 2005
YAY, ABIGAIL IS FINALLY MY STEAD!!!!!! SHOO OTHERS!!!! GO AWAY!! STAY AWAY FROM HER, SHE'S MINE!!! MY WIFE!!! :X
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/ Monday, April 04, 2005
sigh, so sian.... almost wanted to buy many billabong stuff, sigh, no billabong Strap yet, hahaha i kept getting scratched by my computer desk de metal thing, so stupid after i unskrewed i couldn't skrew it back so instead i GLUE EM! hahaha, so stupid, oh ya took pic with Abi and thier God familys :P hahaha i'm a Xtra there :P hehe...
anyways took many neoprint with em, i'm very statisfied yeah? hahah yeah...
hehe, feel like playing Elysium agian... i miss the players.... and Ragnarok... i miss em too.... sigh~ Elysium i'll be back tomorrow :P hehe... more time with Abi and Computer le :P hahaha... Billabong belt or Billabong wallet or even the boardshorts i said it was nice today? hahha.... waiting to buy~
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heh.. / Saturday, April 02, 2005
sorri all, today was rather tired and slept the whole day till it's time for church..
sorry that i didn't go for speech day as I TOLD SOMEONE TO CALL ME, but i think he did but i was too tired to listen to his calls bah...
anyways brought a Chirstian(my very first christian CD) hahahaha it's from malaysia they came came to my church for a mini concet and thier songs are nice and rocky~ i like :P
second thing, my church is moving to a BRAND NEW BIGGER PLACE, EXPO!!! haha.. At the End of the year, i hope they'll have shuttle bus there thou :P hahaha it's near to Simei and only on sunday, hahaha...
I GOT ANOITED~ hahaha yeah, i think the spelling is correct :P
for Singing and Dancing :P hahaha i hope i not just sing for the Lord, but sing for songs that i want and is nice, like Tong Hua, hmmm hahaha i can sing in Tenor :P not in Saprano :P
and that's all, sorry for those whom i didn't answer your calls and forgot to call you or anything ya? forgive me okie? :P thanks :P
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woot, i'ms stuned, today i went to Abi's dad's house, hahaha confusing eh? hahah she's like me now, only her dad has a family not like mine, both has only themself to accompany :P soon i'll show abi to my dad or mum :P ahhaha
anyways, today lesson sulks, so boring, i went to Singapore Post 2 times, once with ai lin and gang then later with Abi and others... i was upset when she ignored me, untill she shouted APRIL's FOOL! hahaha i tio stun lolzzz
went to watch THE EYE 10 finally, hahaha so funny, many people laughed shouted "LAME" and scream~ hahaha i was just covering my mouth and i almost shout :P hahaha scary~
i brought my Digi-cam everyday to school just to take pictures, and tomorrow i'm going to bring it to Speech Day in Henderson :P hahaha yay!
went running 2 round with abi and others :P
Message to: Zhen hui, you go away, she's mine!!!
hahaha i feel so happy to be close to her :P yeah~ if everyday is liske this then good :P
i hope our love can last forever :)
yeah~
pictures time!
The Ah Siaoz
The See No1
The See No2
the Siaoz 2
The couple
The act cute club
The Lovers1
The lovers2
The cute Lovers
The (God-)Father & Daughter time
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oooo bday? / Friday, April 01, 2005
Your Birthdate: November 8 |
Born on the 8th day of the month, you have a special gift for business, as you can conceive and plan on a grand scale.
You have good executive skills and you're a good judge of values.
You should try to own your own business, because you have such a strong desire to be in control.
You are generally reliable when it comes to handling money; you can be trusted in this regard.
Idealistic by nature, you are never too busy to spend some time on worthwhile causes, especially if managerial support are needed.
There is much potential for material success associated with this number. |
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