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name - Lim Jun Wei, Ivan\Perignonic
birthday - 08 November 1988
age - 23+
starsign - Scorpio(Sun/moon)/Earthen Dragon
status - Single
school - LianHua Primary, Henderson Secondary, ITE MacPherson
class - Singapore citizen, HIV NEGATIVE
loves - Food, Going out with friends/cousins, Helping Others, Lego, Making friends, My PS2, PSP, 3DS and my iPhone4, My one and only Mum, Shopping, Singing, Talking, Tanning...
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currently - Looking for a proper job so i can further my studies!
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/ Saturday, May 28, 2005
haha... i just can't get to sleep... haha..... i mean like... from 10pm i've been out of house till 6am i reach back home :P and i'm still active :D

very very active :D

i can't wait to see sweetie and moi god bro later ba..

To aL: I know it's hard to accept... but... sorry to hear that you and moody break..
To Moody: yeah... sometimes love is just blind.. i don't mind you and aL i meant it's just fate that seperated you two so cheer up and carry on with life~

haizzz... saw moi friend yoyo... today she wears a dress.... and looked so chio.... too bad... me and "her" enemy since young... and i hate her still.... her sister nice looking... too bad... same attitute..

Juzzy gimme attitute =Abang old but friendly..
Rendall and John can go ROM le :X
Jaspher can go get wedding dress le
The Rest friendly sexy bitchy..
Me quiet sometimes noisy and actor wannabe

okies.. i duno if i should sleep.... i scare i cant wake up later for movie.... sianz


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i don't want this dream! / Friday, May 27, 2005
i dreamt i was in thailand just now... it was an horror~~~~

i dreamt of this dream like it was a TV show just that it's real....
i know i was there, and there's a guy who kill many people.... many good guy tried to trap him in a metal thing, but fail.... i thought it was over when i heard the last shout from him... so i went to a friend's shop, her husband was fine after the fight with that strange killer, so i went in to sit down... then the health inspector came in... she prayed not to lose the shop again, then the inspector asked about the metal store, then i remebered about the monster... i wonder if he's dead.. so i thought "yes, i'm sure he's dead." so i didn't care much... but since my friend got rid of that monster, i followed him to get some stocks for his shop... then i found out that someone is looking at us from afar...
and i could hear him breathing... so i walked faster then usual, i went into the empty store and cloe the door, hopping that it's alljust my imagination,
then suddenly fire came out from no where spewing fire outside the store... i know that the monster is back for revenge.... he breath heavily like he did not breath before..
after burning outside for a long time... he stood there... for about 1 minute... then force open the door... stood an coffee table away from the door, i have the urge to run and scream... but my legs were too numb to move as i felt the fire burning near me just now... all i know was when his turn his head.... i went blank... it's like... a show just ended and i have to get the next disk... i'm so afriad now... it's like... my future... how i'm going to die... i'm so scare now...

i reallt felt that the fire was burning.... it went thru a lot of holes form the wall and i was more scare of it.... when i felt to fire it seem so real... my leg was burning... as if the fire really touch my leg...

i don't if it's suppose to be a dream or what...

i saw the man's face then i woke up... heartbeat stopping by a few seconds, then i touched my leg to see if it's still there... i was so scared... i dare not to sit out... but in the end my eyes twiched... maybe it's telling me somehing... maybe....

i dreamt of this dream a few days ago.. and i could remeber was that the monster used to be my friend and he kind of know that i'm a teen that is looking for more friends, after a few hours then he turned into a monster, killing all my new found friends, some did manage to get away inculding me... same... the old house we were staying at was colasping(sorrydunnohowtospell)..
then we all sigh for relieve and just went to the hotel i stayed and bath, changed and go to the coffee shop to eat, then i woke up.... that killer, i thought he won't find me and my friend, but he did... sigh!!!!

scary... i hope this dream is over... i don't wanna dram of that killing monster... i hope i don't know him....


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/ Thursday, May 26, 2005
haiz.... my breath getting lesser.... i'm trying to breath now.,... hard to do so....

aL boon they all went out...

the rest go SENTOSA cept aL i feel jealous but somehow glad that they are still friend, jealous for they always leave me one side to ROT untill they need me. which they won't need me anymore.

heh... i'm tired... breathless and missing Sweetie..

HUNGRY AND ALONE


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/ Tuesday, May 24, 2005
sigh... tried to call sweetie... but just can't get thru... it's like.... the M1 number to called is currently not in service =
shit... it's all my fualt.... i should have forced sweetie to bed... sigh... all my fault...

anyways... i went out with my god brother who is going to Aussie this sat, muhahha guess wat? i gave him my BILLABONG WISHLIST :D

and he brought me one just now at bugis!!! woot!!!!!!!! 70 dollars wor!!! COOL!!!

hehe..... time to updates moi wishlist and my prayer list~~~

Shi Ying getting batisp this comming sat too :D

yay for this week of fun =\ and saddness... i think sweetie's dad is OVERPROTECTIVE :( i hope everything is alright that is...


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Sigh.... all RUINED!!!! thanks to sweetie's dad.... sweetie was scolded because of me... i talked to sweetie for too long and made sweetie's dad scold... and then we had to hang up... then i found out that his phone is gone... can't contact him... even sweetie's house phone also can't... sigh... ebil-overprotective-father-of-sweetie... but can't blame him la.... sweetie really had to sleep... cos sweetie got school the next day mah... sigh... i hope everything ish alright ba....

missing you daily,

you'll never be replaced...


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/ Monday, May 23, 2005
hhee... sorrli for not posting, was quite busy and not at home :P

haha...
went to WN :X hahaha yeah~~~ not inside :X just sat outside there... doing nothing seeing juzzy drunk till sleep :X see many people staring and hintting me :X

oh ya... went to my group of friends :D

so many ang moh and people there :X

haha too bad sweetie werent with me :X haha...

met sweetie up today~~~~ so fun~~~~~ we went to help ma mummy work awhile and then sent sweetie home :X

AWWW~

haha...

this comming frisay maybe going there again :x haha... i'm bad~~~~ :X

hope that tomorrow me and sweetie can go out for movie for real ba... been waiting for this~~~


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/ Thursday, May 19, 2005
haiz... so boring today..
saw my Ex-enemy... so suay... haiz......
everything i done today was completely mad..

i glued my phone with glitters... hearts shaped... i made them into Sakura shape and stick in onto my phone... Juan was asking me if i was mad... then i asked her... if i wanna jio u u will gib me a chance and she said maybe lorz

i was half happy for sad...

happy that i could turn around and be accpeted
sad that i have to turn and leave...

i dunno...

tomorrow is another boring day...

missing you day and night... yeah...

colourful Sakuras just like rianbow on the tree~~ waiting to fall and turn into a big and nice rainbow that always appear after raining...


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haha sweetie... u funnie la~~~ haha..
sobx... just that today... life without you sucks... sobz
go dinner ppl ask me where me stead..
me wan go clubbing tio shoot...
me wan go out watch movie no one wanna watch with me... sobzz.....

thats why life without you sucks~~

today's dinner rocks!!!!!!!!
TOO BAD JUST WITHOUT YOU~~~
haha.... we had veggies~ fishie~ chicken~ Mash Potato~
more veggies~ and A NICE SOUP~~~~ I LOVE THE SOUP AND FISH~~~

EP exam sucks la.... seems so easy pleasy~~~ haha...

sianzzz tml havta go see EX-schoolmates... haizz.......... sianz....

today me spets about 50 bucks liao... haha...

MORE BILLABONG FOR ME OR ELSE!


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/ Monday, May 16, 2005
haha.... sweetie did the DISC test in school and got a underlined scored

dun think too much la okies? :D

always look on the bright side of life~~

happy now.... i'm getting back my phone tomorrow... wonder if i can get to see sweetie too...

sigh...

it's so not so normal today... rejecting invations to go blading in the warm afternoon sun~

sigh... sorry guys... really was too moody to agree to go out... sorry..

hahaha... really i'm not going to use Mp3s as my ringtone anymore :X

i rather use *.mid files :P haha..

yeah... still no one with paypal could help me... haha... i'm waiting slowly now... haha..

not going to fight to all these...

hehe... sorry worz sweetie... woke you up when you were asleep~~

haha on weds i'll be going to have a meet-up dinner aka gathering... hope that sweetie can go with me :X

haha.... then on thursday gotta go find my Ex-classmates with my digicam ._. and money to buy joanna tan her wedding present... haha... coolness worz~~ 1st time kanna invited for someone wedding~~~ cool~~~~~


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haha... knew a nice person.... got attractive eyes... i think i've fallen inlove... again~~ hehe... up till now no one knows who is the person :D haha...

the person has been seeing me online and looking st me with my webcam lolz... and i'm kinda shy :X

haha... yes... life w/o paypal sucks alot... can't even pay for what i want, wilam maybe you ARE right...

life don't really seems to be like what you want and ou don't get what you want straight away... maybe you gotta wait... but sometimes... even when u wait you still won't get the thing you want... cos it's not meant to be with you..

haha... sorry but i really wanna play that game so i don't really think that i'll stop for it... haiz.... felt so myself... these few days... the quiet in real life, noisy online, dumb rea life, smartass online...

haha yeah... still trying to outdo those smartie pants online :P haha... rich idoits.... sigh... come to me and get a guardianized... haha.... btw... i'm not insulting any rich people who reads my blogs... jsut wanna let you know i'm in deep help now :X

haha...

YAY FINALLY SENTOSA LATER!!! SUPER HAPPY CAN'T REALLY SLEEP!! YAY!!


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/ Thursday, May 12, 2005
"My parents are getting a divorce"

"My dad is having an affair," I said angrily.

"Ivan, sometimes adults have issues to deal with. And kids do get caught in between......Hmmm.. I see that you are very angry"

"Angry!?! I am more disappointed with them then angry. This is not the first time they have done this to me! They were never there for any of my games. They were never there to console me, to encourage me nor to celebrate with me. They were never there in my life! Now they want to get a divorce and where will i be living? It is always about them isn't it? It is never about me!"

yeah.. this story i edited it to make it seem like my own story... because in real life... my life was hanged after this...

haha... still can remember how i changed into a good boy into a rebellious guy... who hates his teacher and everything... including my life...

haha... osrry if i did anything wrong guys... yeah... misunderstanding can be forbidden haiz... sorry...


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*you* all broke my heart...
*YOU* ALL NEVER THOUGHT OF MY FEELINGS
if you want your girl talk TELL ME and i'll go away
if you wanna watch a movie w/o me tell me so that at least as a friend i know where u go.
*you* all cheated my feelings as a friend.... you expect me to have trust in you?
yes i have i do FORGIVE AND FORGET.
but... you think i'll forget this? no i won't... i'm totally speechless... i think i'll just change everything... and take back what i said about *you* all...

the last time i'm going to hear this "AH BOON 你要及時去看HOUSE OF *opps? did you say that*?..."

THAT IS WHEN I WENT AWAY IF YOU REMEMBERED. I CANNOT BE BOTHERED ANYMORE.

I'M ALWAYS LEFT ALONE WHEN YOU ALL GET GOOD GRADES I'LL GET EITHER THE LEAST OR AVERAGE. while you all? get 10+
why do i get single digit?
i got nothing to say...

you made my today a bad thursday.

wish you know how not to hurt my heart.


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/ Wednesday, May 11, 2005
hehe.... jsut did one new Thee for my Phone :D
PRESENTING...

ELYSIUM~

:D super nice game worz... me did a Theme and the main person i themed was the SWORDSWOMAN!

hehe... yeah i love swords... wind & cloud too :D i wan Bu Jing Yun's Swod!!!!! Ultimate Sword!!!

haha... me going to jump up and down :X haha glad that things turn out fine again with aL and Kyo!

hehe uploaded some pics of me and aL at frwenster :P hehe... needa take more pics.... so that i can remember them :D

hehe.... i've started a new nick of myself le~~~~~ not just e old Sora :D now i got a new person named IsVoArNa~~~ weehehehe~~~~ hahaha yesh... it's my name plus my nick name~~~

muhahah.... eg. AILIN + booni or BOONI + ailin :p
AbIoLoInNi / BaOiOlNiIn

*tears comming out while laughing at his own creations of nicknames*

haha.... yeah.... smache~~~ haha...

and yes, my project.. DOOM LA.... HAVEN EVEN FINISH!!! IF TML STILL NOT DONE THEN I DIE LE LA!

haha... TML ISH DIGICAM PICTURE DAY AGAIN!!! DUN DISAPPOINT ME PEOPLE!!! LOOK FOR ME!!!


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/ Tuesday, May 10, 2005
erm... i feel so left out for a while... but now i know that we all need some time with our own friends... so yeah.. giving you peeps and chance not to see me :X
haha..

anyways... i can't change much... and i still really really hate her... walking alone in school makes me feel lonely... but memories of her still won't go off... haha... maybe i need to see a doctor... and maybe brian wash me... so that i won't even remeber who i am and who is she... haha...

i'm glad that thing's are getting better with aL and her bf...

haha... sorry i uploaded the pic in my comp but lazie to upload it to photobucket... will do it when i feel better later on...

haiz... money money money...

i wish i have A CLOSE BOYFRIEND LIKE AL HAS BOONIE AS HER BESTIE AND CLASSMATES...

haha... i told Rosemarie that i'm crooked.. she wasn't surprize... as if she long knew i was..

haha... dun care la :P

she told us that in the past... before Christ, THE FAMOUS Roman Kings were crooked too... haha... and had woman because they wanted next generation... hmm... so i shold find a super close guyfriend and a nice girlfriend? yeah i think so :P haha... must learn to be open :D haha...


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/ Monday, May 09, 2005
wow... i cannot belive this... i atually teared behind them....
after what they said about Man(as in guys, boys... yeah now u know)
i'm really hurt... i told them not to repeat... but they repeated... i covered my ears... but the word felt like echos... that i heard before.... they formed tears into my eyes.... i couldn't stop thinking of what they said...
for the whole lesson after their speech i became moody for awhile... before i could even change my expression back to smile mode...

haiz... i wanna watch House of Wax..

Girl/Sista/Jie/Me/Kor/Di/Brotha/Boy
I'll miss you all... sigh... in the past before anything happened... we were like, going out daily after school... but soon... all were busy... now... i felt so felt out... i know everyone don't wanna be left out... but it's okay for me... just tell me man... and i'll do my best not to disturb you... now i feel so... tearful... thinking of what rosemarie said has made me weaker....

KYO, DON'T BREAK WITH AL, SHE'S A GOOD GIRL... AND SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH ALOT... GIVE HER TIME... HELP HER... DON'T GIVE HER UP...

DON'T BE LIKE ME... I'VE BEEN GIVEN UP ON.. AND NOW I FEEL SO EMPTY IN MY LIFE..

85L69

don't leave each other.. please... i wanna see a happy ending in my class or at least in my life... i made who i like turned away from me because i did something bad... i cause anger and dissappointment that day... and the person i liked didn't even looks at me... he stared at me... with anger.... i really hate to see the person like this... sigh...

tired... must go sleep... i wish can bring my digital cam tomorrow to take pictures with everyone again....


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/ Sunday, May 08, 2005
haiz...
sorry mummy i didn't gib u any present this year... i promise u on ur bday we go eat SUSHI!
haiz... meimei if u alive we can still go out and i won't turn out to be such a loser..
ah gong and wai gong if u 2 didn't pass away then i might still be the old childish me..
then it'll be great..

i've been thinking od the past... i've been planing if i should change or not... and should i turn back or not..

should i??

i'm sorry that aL and kyo are drifting.... i'm sorry if i had been a obsticle... sorry for everything classmates and friends... gimme time to change... gimme time and learn... sorry..

i wish i found someone that i really love now... it's only puppy love that i have...

haha... don't talk to be about that girl and her tall irritatable girlfriend...
i now feel like hating both of them... yes... ins school de.. that 2 that we always see them tgt... i reallt hate them n\both now... for what they have done... to me... i hate them... never read my blog!
never talk to me... don't even ask other people that know me to talk to me... i hate you two.

haha... saw a few hao kan de ren at my mummy's house wish i know them :P
haha...
tml lesson... sucks... i hate tml lesson... ESP IF GOT EP... SUCKs MAN...

EP ALMOST EVERYDAY ALSO GOT LIDAT... OT LIKE CP... RARELY HAVE SIGH...


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diaoz / Saturday, May 07, 2005
wah pissed man... and GUILTY...
i went to NOKIA CARE and heard many complaints.... wanted to repair my phone for 6260 but to my surprize... THE STOCK IS DUE TO DUNNO WHEN!

then... i made someone got panick attack after service... my "clone" let him hit his head.. and i got blamed.. but it's okay... i admitted that i among them was the oldest... so yeah... blame me not them..

too bad my phone can't be repaired... haha.... my TONG HUA MTV is way cool to be heard with a good loud speaker haha... i'm going to change myself into a quiet guy haha don't stop me.

aL... you not at fault... dun stop ur suaning or whatever at me haha...
boonie... you r e nice-est(and kinda ah lian) girl i know haha... dun change..
robin.... i dun make u le... i dun ask u things le...
anyone else... i dunno... dun wanna say le...


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dark side of me.. / Friday, May 06, 2005
yeah, i'm kinda guilty now... i attually turned agreesive and more ignorant to some people... yes... sometime's it's my wrong, but sometimes.. you have to understand... i've been bullied and pushed to the limits by some peeps =\ i dun wanna say who but i really feel sad for them... sigh.... today i ddi my project till 4PM plus in school with the others... and i really feel sad and sorry to ask robin time and time again to help me.... and sad for those who i've turn agreesive on...

sigh.. really feel sad for myself and those whom i made them sad of... sigh... sorry...

tong hua MTV... yeah it's nice... and i've touched by the MTV again... :)
i'll continue to seach for my fairytale, prince, princess whatever...
love once drifted cannot be back unless both is willing to pay the price... sigh...

one day... i'll learn to be who i used to be... a cheerful young boy with many ambitions.... for now... i'm just a different person... noisy young man with irritated minds... sigh... wish i could be that young boy agian....


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/ Thursday, May 05, 2005
wahaha.... i got the VB 6.0 pro, Theme editor and somekind of Convertor today :x haha.. comp will die de :X haha....

dunno why but i think boon blocked me from her MSN, but nah... never mind lolz.... i respect her, can't do anything about it anywayz~ haha... i got Tong Hua.mid from baidu and it's super nice!!! i hope i can play like that too :X haha.... i also got tong hua's MTV into my phone :X
WOOT MY DAD'S FREND got the newest model phone!!! he wanted to sell my dad for $500 worz~~~ super cheap and super cool model :X haha.... wanted to use e model but me dad return e phone to his frwen le :( haha got a simple haircut today.... just cut away excess hair and trim abit of here and there :D haha i feel much better~~~ wee~

haha... aL forgot to return me e VCD that comes with e tong Hua's album :P bleahz... my dad saw something on my phone i think... my phone was in chinese format when i woke up this morning and see my phone lolz... hope he didn't see what he was meant to see :X

haha.... from now on... i'm going to ignore some peeps in SCHOOL yes, esp some one you peeps know....

oh ya ._.

about James... i dun care la... u all anyhow say... haiz.... i told you all i not into that right?!
haha... me into something better.... her... haha.... not aL la... someone from other school... haha.... won't say who is it~ and will never say out unless the who agrees :X

i hate those 4 wild grass or whatever they are... so irritating.... so aL, boonie all sia... so sad... sobz~

sianz tml extra lesson till 4~~~ haiz.... can release at 1 de leh... haiz..... sobz.... cannot go out~~~
so tired now... must sleep...

i'm also avioding some people...
haha they should know who they are...

i'm going to delete her link... never to see her again... it's best to do that since she've given me no hope on her


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/ Wednesday, May 04, 2005
weet~ i cannot anyhow touch touch peeps le :X got someone report me le >.< sobz heng they say dunwanna see me suffer, but jsut wan me to change, dun toucha anyhow :X sobz... haha... it's okie~ hahaha dun touch wun die :X hehe ^^" haiyo... so tired... just ate a bowl of korean noodles ._." so sian.... feel like going bladding leh... but no one wanna go haiz~~~~ never mine.... go next time with my friends :P hehe...

I NOW DECLARE THAT I MUST NOT TOUCH ANYONE ANYHOW UNLESS IT IS AN ORDER
hahaha too bad only teachers cna gib orders..

OH YA I FORGOT!!!!! MY FAVOURITE ENGLISH TEACHER IS GETTING MARRIED THIS MONTH!!! :D
which means i can go her wedding :X muhhaha..., my sec sch classmates going too worz~
okies dun blog le... me tired...


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haiz... so sian.... today so early reach home... ahizz feel like going bladding againz... haiz.... yesterday so song~ could have bladed till 12AM :X hahhaa as if :X i mean ya can lor but it's school night :P unless we get a nice holiday night lorz :P muhahhaa....

so boring.... lesson today sucks.... i listend to MP3 the whole lesson :P started at 12pm ended at 2 pm XD super cool!!!

now i'm listening to Jolin's J-Game album~ super song, oh ya.... Guang Liang album is with aL...

JIA YEE YOU BETTER PASS ME THE VB CD... IF NOT I CANNOT DO MY STINKY PROJECT! :X


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/ Tuesday, May 03, 2005
muhhaha~~~ guees what? i brought 3 chinese CD at Chinatown just now~ all for 14.90~~~~ i think =\ hahhaa.... it's about 15 bucks~ hahaha it's the best deal ever!!!

anyways... i bought Cyndi newest Album, Guang Liang's Album and last of al JOLIN'S NEWEST ALBUM!!! WOO!!! YAY!!!! hahha....

anyways... i brought mah skates to school >.< sho heavy~~~

hahhaa went to east coast after lesson~

skated till mah foot almost got bilster~

sigh~ cyndi cannot be riped SIGH!

yao siew aL made me couldn't sleep after her last SMS ._.

hahha.... song man~ hope can blade nest time soon~~~ muhahhaha...

wee~~~ i lub TongHua's MV!!! cry cry n cry!!! weepo!!! weee~~~~


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well... i'm really not feeling happy this few days..... i dunno... because me and my friends are drifting away? maybe... haiz... i haven't even do the 2nd phase of my project... damn idoits some one is suppose to lend the CD to install that project's program in but now? i'm trap!
stupid... i hate this kinda times.
haiz... everyone's busy... so i'm not?
ya maybe... you're all busy with something important.... while i'm not.... always enjoying eh?
ya...
it's just to make things better in my way i think... but i was wrong... it made it sank deeper...
maybe all those things will make them feel jealous or even worst angry?
i think so.... but i dont wanna... i rather keep my friendship when we were all friends again... not when things starts to crumble...
sigh... going to eat breakfast ALONE again... sigh...
woke up by aL's sms AT 5AM, telling me that the whole batch won't be going for breakfast instead will be in school early in the morning...
yeah, it's okay, nevermind... i can go eat breakfast alone... i've been doing that since my secondary school days.... maybe SMP should open thier hands to ITE students, thenb maybe i can go back in get rid of all this trouble.... sigh... what have i gotten into or done to deserve such saddness.

oh ya i noticed... someone plotted me and someone to breakup then delete me from friendster and bogspot. hahaha great move, but it's not going to help. useless girl. what i've a thing to say is...
BOO! YOU WON BUT WHY RUN? SCARED THAT I'LL COME AFTER YOU? tell you what, your plans did work but looks around you, things also changed did they? well you know why?
becasue they know i'm after you too FOXY GIRL!


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/ Monday, May 02, 2005
My Sympathies to our Late-Ex-President :( my dad said he was a good guy, i kindof agree, yeah my tears did drop abit when i heard the news that he died :( i feel kinda sad to hear this from the press =
he was a brave and nice President :)

May God watch over and bless his family...

tired- sleepie


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sigh, i'm a good boy today, i never go out hahha just walked about at home and talked abit in irc and msn then log off, play computer games and others. sigh... i wanted to go SENTOSA to suntann but smashed my dreams by friends, like i said i go with friends, classmate and family but i don't go ALONE. yes i don't go alone... so i'm really upset... if they trick me or not, i'm just going to forgive them... god bless all the sinners and forgive them.... AMEN....

tml i'll bring some stuff to school and most likely to keep them in school till i need them :P haha.... INLINE SKATES anyone? :D


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/ Sunday, May 01, 2005
HAIZZZ....
no more sentosa trip... sigh....so saded... thought tomorrow can get a tann... but now? i got nothing to do... sigh.... sigh.... super sigh...

today went to buy the $99 dollars blade.. super cheap... nice to use... only thing... no blade strap sold... cos all sold out! :'( sobz willam tio meh by me :( sobz sorry willam... sigh... i'm going crazy... haiz... now? i'm super bored... asking people out with me :( sigh... so sian...

worked for mummy and played with here:P hugged her :X hahha she sat on my lap :X haha.... funny :X haha... crazy us :P hahha ate alot today... sigh... fattening ._. hahaz... joked with my mother say that i have a boyfriend, and she say. wah must bring you go see doctor if the hole is okay or not, hahhaa then i say, me and my boyfriend kiss kiss only :X hahaha... she say who your boyfriend, then i say, myself lor :P hahha.... crazy me... more boreder.... haizzzz see if tml can go out with anyone or not bah... bye...


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