/ Monday, October 24, 2005
okays... not sure if anyone here got the A*MEI's KTV Album for my 2nd audition =
i need it because i'm singing Ji De..
i'm kinda familarised with the song now... and i kinda got the feeling...
so all i'm missing is the VCD.. so i can perfrom *well* for the audition..
if i *fail* i'll go music clinic..
if i *pass* i'll continue moulding my little dream into reality :D
thou my guts still not so good yet la... can't really sing when theres people around... but i'm sure one day... i can face the many people..
maybe i should do something like ou de yang :P
NORT!
it's so not the way for me... even thou i know my looks are not good..
well... if my songs are nice... i have no worries...
but now... concentrate on INA, CISCO and my music audition..
si zhi min... you better dun make me stay inside S&R myself... or else whenever i see you i'll kick you!
bleahhhhh!
hmmm about daddy finally encouraging me to join music clinic yesterday..
hmmm i'll delay it till i get the results of the audition..
i dunwanna have clash.. later i die... hehhe..
i dunno why i wake up so early..
i'm only 8 AM now..
but just now it felt like... i was late for school...
hahaha now i'm sitting here doing nothing..
missing you... but i'm am confused who is the YOU?
but i know i won't wait for *him* any longer..
3 reasons..
1. trying leave AJ world, just wanna be friends.
2. no use waiting for someone who is attached.
3. i want children, not adopted but given birth by my wife.
if *he* change sex then say.. HAHAHAHA..
all i can do now is wait for kthe right time to say her..
no loss asking :P but loss if not asked :P
i felt so... left out in my own family..
they themselves go out never jio.. then later give excuses..
same goes to classmates.. but i can forgive my classmates because i kinda know why.. not surprized..
oh well... i don't care much anyways.
just wanna get my TX Visa done by next month so i can sign~~
hehehe..
oh ya... the visa ish i got first. i never aproved it thats all.. because *I ADMIT!!* i like spending money on things i like!
hehehe..
if 1 month put $100 inside... i can buy alot of things i want by next year..
but daddy won't let me approve.. cos he know i'll spend eveything away... unless...
i let him check every week that the money i spent in the card is less then $50 and i'm worthy to get $100 every month in my card which does not inculde my daily allowence :P
wahahah... earning money w/o working :X
$100 p/m
+$10 p/d ($10*30 days)
$400 if saved..
BUT THATS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!
cos i'm also human. i need to eat okies.
oh ya... talking about money.. this woman working opposite from my father's stall Kaypo about me spending money.
wanna say infront of me la. voice so loud like man. tell me lor.
when i go toilet sneak to my father's stall and talk to him and when i returned she said something about giving me $5 a day. dun care i die anot.
EH. IT'S MY FATHER WHO'S GIVING ME MONEY NOT YOU RIGHT?
SO KEEP IT TO YOURSELF LA.
NO MATTER HOW RICH MY FATHER USED TO BE ALSO NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.
JEALOUS ARH? GO FIND A RICH OLD MAN WHO IS DYING LA.
KNS.
my father give me money is none of anyone's business.
except my mother.
she is the only one who can make me share my bank account with her. lol.
no one else can make me do opposite :P
hehe... even my father dun even wanna care :P
SO WHO CARES?!
hehehe.... i got lots of time to blog now..
i dun gib a damn.
oh ya... job interview..
robin's $7p/h no more liao...
lady boss say no need people.
hais
sono choice.. i'm heading for sakae..
eeee abigail jealous!!!
she know i going to ask *her* soon about being my staed and abigail never called me or smsed me for 4 days or so!!!
LOL JEALOUS!!
hehhee...
hehehe..
am i so nice like bixin said to me??
i think she kinda like me..
say i nice looking and all.. but i'm not ._.
which makes me feel bad...
hahah.... ya i wanna be like a jap guy..
but i know i can't be with this kinda face..
so bo bianz..
hehe... gratefull to whoever cares about my acne and all..
it's doing fine :D
once acne all over then i'll walk out agian ba..
long time never hear from them liao.. about the who and the who..
hahhaa...
who cares..
i dunwana know anyways...
aiya dun blog le.. later someone complain that i blog so much that they lazy to read :(
/now that you are done reading, any comments?
7:56 AM
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