name - Lim Jun Wei, Ivan\Perignonic
birthday - 08 November 1988
age - 23+
starsign - Scorpio(Sun/moon)/Earthen Dragon
status - Single
school - LianHua Primary, Henderson Secondary, ITE MacPherson
class - Singapore citizen, HIV NEGATIVE
loves - Food, Going out with friends/cousins, Helping Others, Lego, Making friends, My PS2, PSP, 3DS and my iPhone4, My one and only Mum, Shopping, Singing, Talking, Tanning...
wishList - Acne-Free Face(99%), Get Fit(With ABS)
currently - Looking for a proper job so i can further my studies!
About me - a young man who likes singing/listening to music, likes watching funny movies and plays(Chestnuts). Blogging is a form of 'FREEDOM OF SPEECH' if you don't understand the word please spare yourself some time and google it.


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shut up... just shut up.

don't tell me "i told you so".

don't even pretend to be sad for me!

i don't need anyone's "sorry to hear about the breakup"

just leave me be!

i'll be fine after a few days.

there goes my happiness.

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you know... when i saw my friends together i feel happy for them..

but if one is my EX and the other one is my friend. i feel weird and rather not talk.

and if i talk i would rather not talk to both of them at the same time.

because it'll make me feel weird. seriously.

the way they do things openly in front of me makes me, well. let's just say jealous, shall we?

sigh.

it's been a short month since i last went over to Ben's place to sleep.

and because of my mum's taboo thinking. i can't stay out late or stay overnight at his place..

things started to crack..

we kept to ourselves.

we don't call each other on the phone anymore.

we still SMS each other on our whereabouts.

i start to keep quiet on our date.

i felt like asking him if there's anything he wanna tell me.

but i'm scared. scared of the truth.

so scared that i might kill myself if i heard the thing i dread.

but i must face it one day.. but just not now...

not before i celebrate my 21st.

perhaps after my birthday i will open up to myself to accept whats going to happen...

i just want to be happy.

be myself.

just me...

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